If one gets too bogged down in anger and misery then one gets locked up with those emotions and is unable to write. And if one rises out of that and finds happiness and contentment maybe one loses inspiration. And if a person loses touch with oneself, finds themselves in a strange place, then they are lost. In that case the goal of writing becomes self exploration, an attempt to find yourself. Pray you never do find yourself, because then again you lose inspiration. But there is little chance of that, because you are in a process of constant transformation. When you suddenly find yourself, when you are no longer the lost one, you have in fact transformed and are, in fact, a mass of new foreign unknown variables to yourself that you must discover. The process of observation changes you so that it becomes a never ending process.